It is called 2,000 years of Christianity. If you feel it damns your soul, you should act on that and repent.
Christ is not a weapon to hurt people with, but by pursuing that aim, especially while claiming love, you have seriously damaged yourself.
Christ also is not a cushion for the vanity of someone who apparently denies His deity, but covers it up under accusations of "hate" and whatnot.
Your problem is not with me, but with the God of the Bible.
Your misrepresentation of my words and beliefs with your judgments is offensive, and your hypocrisy and arrogance are ugly and reflect no humility. I find nothing of Christ in what you say. Rather the opposite. It’s no wonder you use the Bible as a hammer.
But I will give you this - your choice of FReep name perfectly represents your true personality.