You forgot the sarcasm tag, but I do sincerely hope you will come to know the saving GRACE of Jesus, not the restrictive and cumbersome requirements of some manmade cult! There is enough truth in Roman Catholocism, but I like to equate the rat poison theory: 90% good nourishing food, but 10% poison that leaves you dead.
But, as you talked about your "immortal soul", that is a long, long time to find the error of what a cult teaches.
