I suggest your own lip -- ZIP IT!
Then READ the entire conversation I had with here with another, and understand it.
Then, with the lip still zipped (when or if thine snout swing towards my own direction) read on Afikoman, begin there and take a three-hour tour digging deep into the subject --- and perhaps the lights will come on, and with light, then you too may "see" what the disciples saw.
They were Hebrews, do not forget, and this was their religion.
Christ spoke to them always in context of that which had come before...
Then He said to them, “With fervent desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer; for I say to you, I will no longer eat of it until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God.”
I have been given grace to eat of the hidden manna. Have you?
But I am not "Catholic" in that I have ever been a Roman one. Yet I have "participated" as have many others not "Catholic" such as you indicate is perquisite ----in which you could not be more wrong.
If you have ever went up for communion in a Catholic Church and you are not a Catholic you have committed blasphemy.
The Holy Eucharist is reserved for those in full communion with the Catholic Church, i.e., Roman Catholic Church, and by that I mean they believe EVERYTHING taught by the Church. Even Catholics that go up for communion that are not in a state of grace are committing blasphemy.