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Losing My Religion: Student Thanks Boston College for making him an Atheist
The Heights - Boston College Student Newspaper ^ | March 19, 2014 | Stephen Sikora

Posted on 03/22/2014 5:46:52 PM PDT by Diago

While I had doubts about the existence of God before entering college, I considered myself a Christian and checked off the Protestant Methodist box on my application. Still, I had some apprehension in attending Boston College—a religious, Jesuit, Catholic institution. So, it came much to my surprise that nearly as soon as I stepped on campus, my faith in Christianity and God started to wane.

I took both sections of Philosophy of the Person my first year at BC, not because I was interested in the subject, but solely as a means to fulfill the Core curriculum that’s a major part of BC’s Jesuit identity. I hadn’t previously taken a philosophy course, though I quickly came to enjoy the deep and abstract thinking required of the class as a contrast to the quantitative work present in my economics and finance courses.

We read a number of proofs for the existence of God, and as any good intro philosophy class allows, we examined each side of the argument. After both class discussions and my own thinking, I realized I sided more with arguments against God. I recall writing an essay disputing St. Thomas Aquinas’ five proofs of existence, my finishing line reading, “Couldn’t God have left more compelling evidence [for his existence]?” Little did I know this marked an important turning point in my educational journey—it was the first time I seriously considered the distinct possibility that God didn’t exist.

These thoughts continued during a two-semester Religious Quest class my sophomore year that compared Islam and Christianity. It was my first exposure to Islam besides what I’d seen and read in the news, and I also learned extensively about Christianity. Never before had I gained such a detailed perspective on the origins, sects, and traditions of the two religions. The power of community provided by each faith throughout history was immense, and based on their shared teachings of peace and worship, it was easy to see why each has thrived and accumulated millions of members worldwide.

A major point of the class was how similar the religions are, and indeed, they are more similar than I’d have ever thought. But by examining them so closely, I also studied their many differences. And those differences, most historians agree, have contributed to millions of deaths around the world—not only between the two religions (The Crusades), but also due to intra-religious conflicts between Catholics and Protestants (30 Years’ War) and Sunni and Shiite Muslims (Iran vs. Saudi Arabia & Iraq).

After a great deal of reflection undertaken both as a requirement inside the classroom and on my own, I came away with two conclusions. One, no higher being would ever tolerate millions of people being killed over the right way to worship him. Two, the differences between each religion made it unlikely that followers of both could be accepted into the same afterlife, meaning that, if there were a God, millions would be left out of eternal life—in my view, an unjust punishment for having the “wrong” belief.

Due to those two required core classes, by the second half of my sophomore year I had enough qualitative reasons for not believing in God. A class I took the following semester supplied me with more technical explanations. I enrolled in evolutionary economics, a course that discussed how humans have developed certain traits through evolution. Evolutionary psychologists believe that sexual selection and preference has shaped much of how we behave today, explaining behaviors such as riskier tendencies in men compared to women, outward displays of fitness to attract mates, and, ultimately, the development of a creative and intelligent human mind.

As one can imagine, the class required intensive reflection on views of human behavior that we’d previously considered to be quite basic. We also expanded our knowledge by reading a number of evolutionary passages, including a section from Richard Dawkins’ book, The Selfish Gene (emphasis on gene). His work, in addition to meticulously explaining how natural selection works down to the genetic level, offered a solid explanation of how life began without a creator.

By the end of the semester, I fully believed evolution as a fact for the first time. Further, as someone who finds the existence of God and evolution mutually exclusive, it was much harder for me to identify with the Christian faith. But I was not yet committed to saying I didn’t believe in God.

That changed the next semester, the first of my junior year. I registered for Philosophy of Existence to fulfill my minor in the subject—a route I would never have pursued had I gone to a different school. We studied a number of existentialist philosophers, some who based their philosophies in religion, and others who didn’t. Two of the latter were Sartre and Nietzsche, known atheist scholars. Sartre wrote that the essence of being human is being free, while Nietzsche famously said, “God is dead … and we have killed him.” They both provided a view of the world in which mankind had created the notion of God.

By the end of the class, and after deep contemplation, I finally realized what I truly believed—there is no God. Both the idea of a higher being, and the many religions of the world, were founded by man to inspire hope and influence human behavior.

Despite entering college as a Christian, two months from now I will graduate this Jesuit, Catholic school as an atheist. Ironically, the basis of that belief was developed in classes I was required to take based on Jesuit values and ideals —the education of the whole person through BC’s core curriculum. The Jesuits don’t teach students what to think. They teach them how to think. Above all else, that’s what college is for. And I’m grateful that I chose BC as the place to learn that.

Editor’s Note: The views presented in this column are those of the author alone and do not represent the views of The Heights

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To: betty boop; Alamo-Girl; TXnMA; metmom; angryoldfatman; daniel1212
Great post, betty hoop. I like your razor-sharp questions.
"If the world is governed by chance, how do laws arise? By accident? And then: If law is "accidental," then how can it be law? And if there is no law, then how can the world be the way it is, and not some other way?"
Beautifully put. I would add one more. If there is no law, why does he act as if there is?

He must presuppose invariant laws of thought and morality or his utterances amount to meaningless gibberish. However, the existence of unchanging, universal laws of thought and morality are simply antithetical to an atheistic premise of matter ever in motion governed by omnipotent chance. He is oblivious to the problem:

"I quickly came to enjoy the deep and abstract thinking required of the class…"
"...we examined each side of the argument"
"...I came away with two conclusions. One, no higher being would ever tolerate millions of people being killed over the right way to worship him. Two, the differences between each religion made it unlikely that followers of both could be accepted into the same afterlife, meaning that, if there were a God, millions would be left out of eternal life—in my view, an unjust punishment for having the “wrong” belief."
"I had enough qualitative reasons for not believing in God."
"We also expanded our knowledge by reading a number of evolutionary passages, including a section from Richard Dawkins’ book, The Selfish Gene (emphasis on gene). His work, in addition to meticulously explaining how natural selection works down to the genetic level, offered a solid explanation of how life began without a creator."

Looking beyond how idiotic his statements are on their face (i.e., natural selection working down to the genetic level to generate "explanations", or creating life, or his moral conflation of Islam and Christianity) either his philosophy classes were not very good or he wasn't paying attention because he apparently is ignorant of even the most basic problems of metaphysics and epistemology.

Cordially,

161 posted on 03/27/2014 8:51:45 PM PDT by Diamond (He has erected a multitude of new offices, and sent hither swarms of officers to harass our people,)
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To: Diamond; Alamo-Girl; TXnMA; metmom; angryoldfatman; daniel1212
If there is no law, why does he act as if there is?

Oh I gather that's just standard operating procedure with atheists. They have all the benefit of a great cultural legacy, founded on Athens, Jerusalem, and Rome; but they just take it all for granted, so to speak. It is thoroughly internalized by them, and pushed down to some kind of unconscious level. Such that, for instance, most of them do believe in"good" and "bad." But they have no critical interest in discerning what constitutes the good and the bad, or elucidating the criterion whereby they are to be differentiated, so that we can actually discern them as such. They just reserve the right to willy-nilly "dispense with" any part of our cultural legacy they don't like. Like God.

Somehow, they evidently feel that a man cannot be "free" if God is lurking about, looming over them as it were. God just "puts a crimp in their style." Ergo, God must go; and along with Him, His moral law. But I gather that's the whole point of the exercise.

But what a joke!!! You referred to Sikora's "moral conflation of Islam and Christianity." Evidently he believes they are more or less the same: "The power of community provided by each faith throughout history was immense, and based on their shared teachings of peace and worship, it was easy to see why each has thrived and accumulated millions of members worldwide."

More on their alleged so-called "shared teachings" in a minute. One infers that this little brat agrees with Feuerbach that "god" is nothing more than a psychic projection, i.e., a projection of the human imagination, of all the things man most values. (That's pretty lame when you think about it — it doesn't answer the question why does man universally value these particular things?)

Or as he wrote: "Both the idea of a higher being, and the many religions of the world, were founded by man to inspire hope and influence human behavior."

Now for the "shared teachings," which Sikora says are "peace and worship."

Oh really? "Peace" in Islam is very close to the Soviet/Russian idea of peace, conveyed by the word "Mir": Mir means you will have peace only if you completely submit to our hegemonistic rule. If not, then there will be no peace.

Allah, unlike the Triune Christian God, is not in the business of making sons — who are ensouled mortals, made in His image possessing reason, free will, creativity. The Lord's universal rule is Love — our love of Him and of our neighbor.

Allah, again, is not in the business of making "sons." He is in the business of making slaves. His universal rule is: submission. That is what the word Islam means.

And then our little jughead sets himself up as a competent judge of religious matters, saying:

...the differences between each religion made it unlikely that followers of both could be accepted into the same afterlife, meaning that, if there were a God, millions would be left out of eternal life—in my view, an unjust punishment for having the “wrong” belief.

Here he sets himself up in Judgment of God; and finds Him wanting.

This dude is dumb as a post! But at age 24, finds himself to be very wise indeed....

Good luck to him.

Thanks so much, dear Diamond, for your astute observations re: this honking donkey, Mr. Sikora.

162 posted on 03/28/2014 10:07:03 AM PDT by betty boop (Resistance to tyrants is obedience to God. —Thomas Jefferson)
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To: Diamond
If there is no law, why does he act as if there is?

Indeed. Thank you so much for your insights, dear Diamond!

163 posted on 03/28/2014 8:20:23 PM PDT by Alamo-Girl
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To: Diago
I think it was Billy Graham who said, "Some people have just enough religion to inoculate them against the real thing."
164 posted on 03/28/2014 8:24:55 PM PDT by Rocky (The further a society drifts from the truth, the more it will hate those who speak it. George Orwell)
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To: betty boop; Diamond
Somehow, they evidently feel that a man cannot be "free" if God is lurking about, looming over them as it were. God just "puts a crimp in their style." Ergo, God must go; and along with Him, His moral law. But I gather that's the whole point of the exercise.

I think you hit the nail on the head, dearest sister in Christ!

Many atheists resent God as is apparent by their aggressive attempts to tear down the beliefs of others (especially Christians, by the way.)

If they didn't really believe God exists, why would they bother? Certainly, there would no resentment, e.g. they don't resent fictional deities.

In my view, the true atheists are the ones who don't believe and don't care if you do.

165 posted on 03/28/2014 8:28:14 PM PDT by Alamo-Girl
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