“Disturbing?
You’re being far too kind.
It’s disgusting, vile, evil, and reprehensible.
There has to be a tremendous amount of denial going on the the mind of a Catholic to even begin to dismiss it or excuse it.”
You are correct. Disturbing is too soft a word for the horrific evil of it all. I apologize for using it.
No apology is necessary although you’re certainly forgiven.