I'll second that. I've been disgusted with the Catholic Church leadership myself. I've been only midly vocal about it but have sent some letters that got some attention.
I'll fight for that which I cherish as a value. I do not believe that specifically Catholism is the only Christian route to salvation. But it is what I know and believe.
You need to get out more, especially on Sunday mornings.....there is no need to suffer in a church full of non-believers.