LOL!! I have no 'religion' - I have HIS Word and a relationship with my Father like Jesus did because of His Word. Jesus, who The Father sent, didn't start a religion but had a group of 'believers in Him alone', and it grew and grew and still growing! He calls it HIS CHURCH, it's is not a building but they house the Holy Spirit w/in their temple. Man went and made a counterfeit church with it's man made teachings, pomp and all it's trickery to entice who ever they can.
They are the misguiding souls and deliberately so as they have opened themselves up to deception and insist on remaining unteachable with their PRIDE from the pit: 'I have to do something to cleansed myself' because man said so!
It is ALL about JESUS/The Word.
You are free to redefine words as you choose, I am not here to quarrel. Please remember that there is a direct relationship between ideas and words and between words and cogent communication. Until you are interested in a legitimate exchange of ideas we really have no more to discuss.
I sincerely do hope you overcome whatever demons you are wrestling with so that you can become the example of beatitude necessary for effective evangelization. You have the passion, but that alone is not enough. You need to see the Fruits of the Holy Spirit manifest in your words and actions, and try as might I cannot see them. If you ever need me, though, I am here for you.
Peace be with you