I can, you know but at the moment I am in a living aich ee double hockey sticks that I have been stuck in for the past 4 years. More often now I am upset at Him.
I understand. Please realize that we often are full of ourselves and He clips our wings to open our eyes so we can see Him! When we are full of ourselves we have no room for God.
We are facing some real tough birth pains ahead. Hang onto your hat.