I am completely intrigued by your Biblical perspective. Have you gone to Seminary? May I ask what church you recieved your teachings from?
my father did, until he realized that he would not be able to be celibate.
i learned the Faith from great nuns and priests who were not infected by moderism. ( plus my mom and dad were strong Christians )
Once one realizes that the Church is the Body of Chrsit on earth and not a man made organization like the moose club, then you know you are hitting on wisdom.
true Faith is a gift from God, so all praise and honor belong to Him.