If I believed you I would have the greatest sympathy for you and pray that you find healing and the ability to forgive. For some reason I don't fully believe you and will still pray that you find healing and forgiveness.
Peace be with you.
http://www.wbay.com/story/18369479/2012/05/13/trial-against-green-bay-diocese-begins-monday
http://www.bishop-accountability.org/news/2003_03_22_Rohde_AbusivePriest.htm
http://www.thegaygospels.com/
All concentrated in lil' ol' Green Bay, Wisconsin.
I'm actually understating my doleful story of growing up Catholic in rural Northeastern Wisconsin and my experiences as a young man who actually considered at one time the priesthood.
Basically, they were all gay. Or they had some other type of deep personality defect.
I'm not anti-Catholic, just "anti-clerical" if you will.