Thanks for posting. Somehow I don’t feel very proud of my life in Christ right now.
I know the feeling. FWIW, I try to remember these histories when I have the opportunity to share The Gospel even though it may be socially awkward to do so.
As long as you feel guilt, He’s in touch with you. Work at changing your heart. Leave those guilt feelings behind and find reasons to be happy in His service, even if it is just to lift up another as I am.
Every lil’ bit helps.
OH YEAH! KEEP the FAITH, no matter how bad times may get. He’s there. He opens doors. He never closes them. He’s OPEN 24 HOURS, just for you.