I guess that rules God out, then doesn't it?
You need to meet Him some time.
You need to do whatever He tells you to.
And quit attacking his bride (the Church) and his mother.
Protestants like you remind me of children at the school yard...”Your mother wears combat boots”.
I used to be more antiCatholic than you. The Pope was the antiChrist.
But then the God lifted the blindness from my eyes.