As I skim your thesis, I thank you for the amusement. I imagine a poster devoting so much of his “religion” to examining the Church through jaundiced eyes and working so much to try to pose what he feels certain is a gotcha.
It’s as if one spent all their time on a painting hoping that what was left unpainted-that in the negative space-could become his own personal work of art.
And it may be, but only to himself. To others it is a portrait of a clown.
Couldn’t answer the questions ey?