I ask because the thesis of the funny book "Why Catholics can't Sing" argues that under the persecutions Irish Catholics became Jansenist in mood and outlook. I don't know that much about the sociology of the Catholic Church.
Still, IMHO what was done to you and those who shared your experience is a terrible crime. No wonder you turned your back on us! They have a lot to answer for. The ignorant should at least shut up, and you were taught by the prideful ignorant.
A heavily Polish, Irish, and Italian area.
Consequently, very Catholic, and also very superstitious.
I did recognize the superstition as not part of Catholicism and rejected it even then, as a child.
If I had your kind of experience, I doubt I would have left the church. However, at this point after so many years, I really have no desire to go back, but not out of anger or resentment, but just that that’s not where I am now. I don’t need or want the trappings of religion. All I want is Jesus.
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