They've got you duped...Most people in your own religion don't even believe that real presence nonsense...
We Christians who don't EAT the real presence of Jesus Christ HAVE the real presence of Jesus Christ 24/7 as told by God's Holy Scriptures AND by the WITNESS of the Holy Spirit living within each one of us...
Praise God...
You have walked away unable to accept the hard saying. I have accepted to eat the real presence of the Body and Blood of Jesus.