I find it ironic that you use a Bible verse, “Woe to them who call evil good and good, evil.” Because that is EXACTLY what you are doing! You are like Paul before his conversion to the Lord Jesus. He thought he was doing God’s work and then when Jesus confronted him on the road to Damascus, he realized he had been working against God!
I pray that Jesus will open your spiritual eyes before it is too late!
Sorry but you have it backwards and are a good example of what happens when you listen to the wrong people. You are being blinded by those who are calling good evil and evil good. I hope you figure it out soon.