If that were true of any of us, we'd all be in trouble. Thankfully, God extends boundless mercy to those, like me, who don't deserve it.
God's blessings and strength to you in your illness.
"I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." -- Phil. 4:13
Thank you. I believe that if God was to stop thinking of us and loving us we would cease to exist. We truly are His creation and His very will gives us breath.