[boatbums]

Besides, there is enough material evidence, lots of theological arguments, historical and philosophical arguments, as well as the existence of simile religions to cast doubt in the veracity of that God in my mind.

Wow, so there IS something you call material evidence that you use to discern the existence of "God" who is NOT a certain way. Just what is it about that evidence that is so concrete that you can adamantly declare that, though? You did use the phrase "in my mind", so I take from that you have formed an idea of what God is not. Well, maybe that is a start. We can only hope! :o)

[kosta50]

so there IS something you call material evidence that you use to discern the existence of "God" who is NOT a certain way

Yes, that's called apophatic thinking.