[D-fendr]

she worried she had wasted her life serving a Savior who didn't exist.

And yet she never stopped serving Him.

Blessed are the poor in spirit.

[Dr. Eckleburg]

"she worried she had wasted her life serving a Savior who didn't exist."

And yet she never stopped serving Him.

Of course she had. She said she didn't believe in Him. So her work was in service to something or someone else -- to herself, to her admirers, to her employers, to the TV crews who followed her, to history, to any number of things, all excluding the one she should have been confident she was serving - Jesus Christ.