Are you kidding? Do you know how hard it was for me to let go of the "control" I had in my life and turn it over to Jesus? I am the original control freak. There was an enormous amount of fear. I'd read, study, pray - maybe not literal trembling but my soul was.
Once my head got wrapped around the truth, it took months to allow my heart to let go.
And then it happened and everything in my life is now divided into before and after. I will never be afraid again! And I will never be alone. I am not the same person.
(I like to say, There is nothing you need to do to be saved. And nothing is very hard to do.)
So this to you is your Chirst like version...