It's "mavericky."/sar :)
Forgive me for saying so, but it looks like you have a lot more in common, intellectually speaking, with Captain Zero than with the Founders/Framers
You'll have to be a wee bit more specific for me to even entertain such a fleeting generalization.
Do you have anything impersonally against God?
On a universal scale, as god in general, as a man-made concept and not my personal experience, yes.
I urgently pray for you to know Him - not just "what" He IS as you have asked, or "that" He IS as Scripture demands of all men (Romans 1:20) but "Who" He IS, not in the abstract but personally, actually.
God is not a hypothesis. He lives. His Name is I AM. I've known for a half century and counting.