Me too.
He’s very REAL.
Besides, we both seem to like lengthy convoluted sentences! LOL.
Namely, when Paul is difficult to understand as noted in 2 Peter 3:15-16, I would recommend curling up in a overstuffed chair with a hot cup of tea or coffee and reading the Gospel of John casually, like a love letter which it is.
For me, the Gospel of John puts Paul's epistles in context.