Asking for various things—including proof—in and of themselves
is quite comfortable enough.
I don’t know of any on this side of the issues who’s infuriated at all.
We may find contradictions and evident word choice and sentence structure presented attitudes outrageous . . . that doesn’t mean we allow such outrageousness to control our emotions.
We may also find brazen contradictions and irrationality pretending to be scientific linear logic to be outrageous. Again, that doesn’t mean we allow such to control our emotions.
Actually, a good percentage of us probably enjoy the challenge of dealing with such slippery duplicity.
However, the weightier issues are what is behind all the slipperiness; the contradictions; the inconsistencies; the seeming hostility toward God.
And, whether for you or a list of folks like you . . . is there any remedy? Those are interesting issues to try and tease out . . . whether from you as the handy current local example or with a list of others.
I still say, it appears to be grossly the case that you do not appear to have a great deal of insight into your own perspective’s contradictions etc. That’s rather troubling to those of us who care about you and others like you.
In any case . . . Que sera sera . . . Cheers.
I pray God gives you whatever set of experiences you might need to submit to Him wholeheartedly and unreservedly.
I wish I were more hopeful about that.
Well said, dear brother in Christ!