It is wise to ignore all of the advice given in this thread for too many have their own motives in mind. Instead you should act on what God is telling you to do, and if that means leaving FR, so be it. You know yourself better than any of us ever will and you know what is best for you.
I am not a Catholic, but I offer my sincere prayers that God will guide you in all things and that He may heal the hurt that we have inflicted upon you. May your heart be strengthened and may you grow in His Grace.
Your departure is our loss. May God bless you and your family.
A very gracious post and much needed.
1Peter2:17