Man - I know exactly what you are going through - I wanted to give up my job for years and have a normal type of life and go to church every Sunday. Eventually I had to accept that God may have wanted me there as I have a good influence over a lot of people and I am very good at the job I do. Be thankful in all things - not all the lessons we learn are we gonna get at Church.
Blessings
Mel
Mel
Thanks
this is a heck of a lot better than what most of the people here have been saying to me. Never mind my commute and my schedule but just being so bloody tired all the time doesnt help either. Anyhow your understanding is much appreciated.
take care