Please do not speak your fears into concrete expression. Instead, speak faith that God is in control, and will take care of His true believers, even those who are martyrs, as He always has.
Seems like you have some assumptions that I’ve been speaking
my fears
into concrete reality.
I don’t see that as my reality.
Certainly God is God and always will be God . . . strong in behalf of those who Love Him.
I’ve said that repeatedly.