You seem to fallen into a polluted pool.. AG's musings are quite orthodox, to far away, the majority of christians I know and have known, have read, and consulted.. A few cults differ from her musings.. as far as I know those musings..
Swimming out of the latrine you've stumbled into, and batheing might clean you up right up..
Goodness, I bet you're glad you are not like other men.