I pray that one day you seek the creator of the universe: YHvH,That is an incredibly ignorant statement !
shalom b'SHEM Yah'shua
who brings salvation to all who call on His Name !
I am sorry you are lost but sincerely pray you may find your way home to His Church where all Christians belong.
I would highly recommend you spend a good long time looking at His Church: Catholics Come Home
As I said I will pray for you that the fog of heresy be lifted from you and that His Holy Will be done in your life.