Jeepers, some of us are sent as "sheep amongst the wolves" (Matt 10:16) - out in the open field, in the wolves' sector - facing malicious intent without the comfort of either other sheep or pens.
But that is a very great blessing! Amongst the wolves, the sheep relies only on the Shepherd. And that is exactly the way it is supposed to be, pens and other sheep notwithstanding.
And I thank God for the sheep pens because sanctification is a walk. It takes time to learn to love Him and trust Him enough to go through a gate following His lead - much less into the open field, much less into the company of wolves.
Do you really think it is a cosmic accident that you find yourself a Catholic at this point in your life?
There is either something in the Catholic sheep pen for you to learn or to do. And if He wants to lead you into another pen or out in the open field or amongst wolves, He'll call your name.
Follow Him.
Doesn't that lie at the heart of the Catholic reverence for Mary?
Which human beings are following the Spirit such that what they believe and teach most accurately conforms to the whole of the Apostle's doctrine/teaching?
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