So what you are saying is that you are a robot slave some of the time and that the only time you get off your leash is to the extant that God wishes, and He directs you to do what He will anyway, so it’s not really free will, except when we sin, which is the only free will that we have, but He doesn’t let us have free will most of the time, so that we don’t sin most of the time...
I’m not sure that I follow.
I didn't follow what you wrote either. :)