So kosta50, are you a Christian or a Jew? (I.e., do you believe in bodily resurrection or not?)
I get the impression you don't much care for the "irrational".... And like Doubting Thomas, require convincing proof of the things you'd like to believe.
But faith itself is "irrational" -- at least in the sense that it is the evidence of things unseen, yet nonetheless known (yes I know, this is a paradox).
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I believe it but it is wholly irrational.