Faith is a gift.
Geniuses and idiots have and don't have that gift.
So, in the end, trying to prove/disprove faith is a waste of time.
When I see/hear men like Pope Benedict XVI with all the faith in the world, my mind is at rest. I would worry if Sleazywood started having faith. I would wonder at my faith. Lol. OR, I would have to admit, yet again, to another of God's miracles.
You're among friends who feel as you do!
Blessings!