Here's your sign:
Well I want you to know that my having to believe is more authentic than your wanting to believe. You might want to believe but then again you might not want to. That vascillation is caused by rogue free will genes that you contracted when you chose not to creduosly believe the bishops. Now I, on the other hand, don't have to worry about whether it's there or not, I believe so I can go on to bigger things like waiting to believe where it came from and I heard an encyclical is on the way so Im preparing to believe by doing breathing exercises, listening to Taj Mahal and eating nothing but Snickers bars until it comes.