[Invincibly Ignorant]

I got that. But when you DID believe that He was God... was the "real" God using that "false" relationship? You believed in something that didn't really exist at all (within your current system). If I believe in the "magic sternum" is it really God that I believe in?

What does it matter. I believe in God now.

[IMRight]

What does it matter. I believe in God now.

The question is to what extent your faith is in your own faith. And how much you can rely on it now? Can you say you "never really believed" what you were preaching?

The other question that Dave keeps hinting at is what you feel about those non-believers who believe in lots of OTHER "false" things and what way God uses those beliefs.