Well, truly you will understand if I note this, to me, is a sad development. I don't mean to 'pile on' but I am curious about something.
When you originally entered these threads, you had already left Catholicism, convinced it was impossible within the confines of the Church for you to find a 'personal relationship' with Jesus.
You seemed, at least in the early threads, to be fairly certain you had a 'personal relationship' with Jesus -one you had found after leaving the Church.
Would you now say you were mistaken in this belief and that, in fact, you never had such a 'personal relationship?'
Yes I was mistaken. I believe God used Christianity to lead me to the Torah. For that I'm thankful.