[Nachum]

How about asking the Chabad Rabbis about a proper conversion?

[Yaelle]

Nachum, I tried that at one point but you can't if you are married to a nonJew; there is thus a commandment I could not fulfill. My husband is not a Jew but lives as one and even keeps kosher.

[missyme]

You can be very rude sometimes, what does that say about your character.