My ex gave me plenty of reason to, but I necer did; and I believe God will bless my next marriage because of it. There are a lot of single middle-age Christian women out there who look forward to having a very uninhibited and sexually passionate marriage when they meet a soul-mate.
May God lead you to that right person this time......HE is faithful, and it is HE who gives us the desire, and means of expression within marriage, and a level of pleasure that people who sleep around (like a few of the guys on this thread), don't ever find.