I strongly suspect that every man and woman alive has struggled and is struggling with some hidden, suppressed temptation(s) that he or she cannot simply wish away. The Christian is called to resist the temptation, to seek forgiveness when resistance fails, and to carry on the struggle anew--never justifying, never excusing. Over time the Lord burnishes and perfects the soul of Christian who is faithful in the struggle.
As Paul reported, God's strength is made perfect in the weakness of the faithful Christian.
In the case of a person who breaks free of the homosexual lifestyle there is an added bonus in the here-and-now, for he escapes a disease-ridden and grossly dysfunctional way of life that can never truly satisfy because it is a wholly counterfeit way of life.
It is wonderful that the author of this piece escaped a lie and found Life.
I hope that he died with his sin forgiven.
That can happen for you too if you seek forgiveness for your sins.
Amen.