Trust me. Anything you understand, I understand more clearly. The First Amendment is clear on this issue. Better come to grips with it as it is finally becoming the law of the land. You will not use any venue you please to spout your religiosity because the First Amendment says that you will not and the 9th circuit court has interpreted this Amendment for those who have difficulty understanding it.
Come to have more confidence that your God exists and you won't be so desperate to make those around you reinforce your beliefs.