Do try to stay on track. This is a serious discussion. Your query would be more fitting in an existential discussion and is most likely rooted in your fear of keeping score while golfing.
To extend a more affable question closer to task you might try;
"If two plus two equals four, has the synergistic dynamic been accurately quantified? Please offer examples for discussion."
"...or not, and I am fine with that right now." - Richard Gere
As I do not golf, I have no fear of keeping score while not doing so. I am, however, somewhat disturbed at the notion of keeping score while playing Russian Roulette.
The question before us is:
Why am I logged in?
While it would seem to be a philosophhical pursuit, at the core is still the exestential "am I". "Why" and "logged in" are merely philosophical packaging. It's like imagining a dream, or a declarative query, or NetBios over TCP/IP. A cat in box still has claws, even if it does have air holes.
Mulder: Yes we do, don't we muffin?
Scully: Sure do, poopyhead.