This happened to my husband, who passed away November 1st.
My big regret was that I did not take him out of the rehabilitation facility (where he became infected with COVID19) and bring him home earlier. The minute they said he belonged in the nursing home side, I told them I was taking him home.
He was only home for a short time when he needed to be put in the hospital, where he died. All summer long, we were not able to see him, and he was too demented to be able to effectively do a video call.
I feel robbed of good time with him before he passed away. I am very angry about this because we were married for 39 years. I am very sad for him that this is the way he died, afraid and alone.
Our daughters and I miss him very much. He was a very good man, a staunch conservative. I made sure he was able to vote before he passed away as he was a big Trump supporter. I knew that was important to him.
I pray I will be reunited with him some day.
I am so sorry