I used to as well; but then I realized that I was a religious wacko!
You'll get used to it.
I've been called ugly by many a toad.
I need to get to work, but this seems appropriate for this. First, I know by experience that God’s principles are true and trustworthy. Second, my Dad was a minister and he used this little humorous story one time to illustrate how we might sometimes misinterpret what God is saying to us:
A farmer went out on his porch one morning, looked up in the sky, and saw clouds making the letters “GP”. He immediately interpreted that as inspiration to “go preach”. So he did.
Time rocked on for a little while and he was not having any success at all in his preaching ministry. So he finally concluded that “GP” didn’t mean “go preach” at all . . . it meant “go plow”!!!