I would have been absolutely gutted had Hillary won. So I get it.
Can you imagine having to live through 4 or 8 years of that arrogant, self-adulating, sanctimonious, and duplicitous woman as president?
I think that most of us had resigned ourselves that Hillary was going to win. The libs, on the other hand, were certain that Hillary was going to win so it was a real punch in the gut. So, they had it worse. Ha, Ha, Ha. That is one case of schadenfreude that I haven't gotten over.