No need to apologize. The shortcomings of Cruz are well known and have been discussed for years.
As to trust...the man lives in DC, works in a government building so trust is pretty much out the window. Loving our constitution, he still is willing to ignore when necessary.
Was a fan, a fan no longer but will give him a nod when deserving.
Did you see his talk at the Social Media Forum? It was pure magic. One of these days I'm going to transcribe it and analyze it. A few quick notes:
He broke up the raw speech with dozens of parenthetic remarks, asides, little stories, and jokes.
Also to break up the speech he invited champions to come up and say a few short words. They did, they were sharp people, and so you begin to appreciate the vast network of capable people behind Trump.
Even a fly buzzing around him allowed him to make a joke: "How did a fly get into the White House? I hate flies!" Presidential? Certainly not for the pompous Boobambas, Rat Romneys and Eric Ericksons. But very effective in showing the authentic human side of a great man who shares the same emotions as We Deplorables.
He worked in plenty of plugs for himself and his Administration so the Fake News would have to carry some of it. But also it's a great refresher for his fans who tend to forget all the things he's done because it's such a long list.