I know God will Bless You for your unselfish commitment and respect for the life of those that never got to be born.
Thank you for all of your responses.
God did Bless Me MagnoliaB.
I cant remember ANY of thousands of days of horrific pain.
Not at all.
God erases what should should be a strong and horrifying memory or memories as if they never were, at least in this case.
To be frank, more than several times I had to go to a psych ward because I JUST did not trust myself alone at home with that kind of pain. It’s almost of a different realm.
I’d stay 2 or 3 weeks and build up the stamina to go another year before breaking again.
And then it started to go away one day. Until it was gone.
I used to go to bed with a bottle of Roxy’s (VERY powerful painkillers) thinking to myself that if the pain got too bad I could take the bottle.
But I knew I would go to hell anyway so what good was that!! :)
My big point is that the pain DIDN’T GO AWAY for a lot of soldiers.
The war and life moved on and they are still living a nightmare.
I’m a very big advocate for the brain injured vets.
If I could take SOME of their pain, I would
But I wont lie. I COULDNT take all of their pain.
I don’t want to ever feel that again.
Those guys and girls are still living a nightmare.
I pray it ends soon and they see sunlight.
Thank you for the prayers to our vets.