Thanks for clarifying this.
You seem to be allowing your ego and your obsession with the things of THIS world to get ahead of your Master’s teachings; and I will gratefully ‘avoid’.
Blessings to you.
You seem to be assuming you can determine what is of our Lord’s teachings. What an amazing ‘gift’ you have been given. NOT!
Thank you for your graceful avoidance. I will do likewise.
Take care. Peace be with you.