Everything. Basically.
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So I am not the only one?
Certainly not.
I would not have started smoking, drinking, and using illegal drugs.
That is selfish of me though — I met my wife at an AA meeting. Without meeting her, neither of my wonderful children would have existed.
Really, it was a broken road that got me to where I am now, and though I do have some regrets, bottom line is that this is the road race that God gave to run. I hope I have pleased Him in how I ran it and keep running it still.