I can only speak for myself on that, but post
52 in this thread should provide some hints.
To each his own, but I think you've sorely misjudged Ted Cruz. There are a host of solid reasons why he's
not the Republican nominee, at this point.
I won't bother re-litigating the case against him. That was done for a solid year on this website, and the record is there for anyone who wants to examine it.