Seems like it at times. I might do a random good deed and life then gives me a pie in the face. Other times though something good might happen to me, or just an importantly, to a family member. But I agree that the giving is goodness for the sake of goodness, and that's enough.
I will never forget how I felt when I was going to the post office to ship packages to soldiers through Anysoldier.com
Someone hit my car in the parking lot. I just looked up to the sky and said, “ WHY??? I could have just stayed home, you know”
But then on Thanksgiving Eve this year, a huge extended cab pick up Truck came out of a parking lot - crossed the lane towards my drivers side within inches. I knee jerked the car to the right trying to escape.. afraid I would hit someone else. I finally got to the grocery store parking lot and parked. Someone pulled up to me and asked me if I was okay. She saw what had happened.
I just looked up to the sky and said, “I guess this is my payback. I could be dead right now.”
Felt so good I gave my stored Matchless to a friend who was moving away.