As I look at your posts I see that you post a lot about me, but don’t ping me, that is pretty sleazy don’t you think?
You have been at FR long enough to know better.
Your posting history indicates a person desperately in need of professional help.
That is not an insult, it is my sincere wish for you.
Until you resolve seek it, my main concern is that interacting with you will only contribute to your obvious personal problems.